:: July 7 2007 ::

Omg. Talk about neglect, srsly D: Anyways, I'll just cut to the chase. Semester 2 has started, we're already in week 2 (imagine that it just ZOOOOOOMS) and my oh my all my units involve GROUP WORK D: To be honest, I don't like ending up with interenational students because either they don't understand anything or they be slack asses

So, after the Advertising Lecture, I stood there with a friend talking and Tom comes along and starts talking to me. Normal? Yes indeed. Anyways, then Tom starts to talk in Spanish and I'm like "HoShit" The only thing i knew was "Hello Miss, how are you?" then he says this UBER long sentence in Spanish and I'm like whats that? and he says "You're attractive. *something about* next girlfriend" Maddy is all lolwut? O__o NO IDEA WHAT SO EVER. Also, like how they curl their tongues to do the double R's he did that..and I said "That makes you sound perverted." *laugh here* That's the highlight of my day..He speaks French aswell. Quite interesting no? :D

When Tom spoke in Spanish, I was shocked. The first person I thought of was Josay :3 I shall pour my feelings out on here instead. Well, all of a sudden I missed him a lot and that I couldn't stop thinking about him. I came home ASAP to see if he was online, but he wasn't D: Love him? That's a secret. Lol.

-*maddyrin be okay*

05:51pm

:: May 7 2006 ::

GUESS WHAT YOU GUYS!!
So..on saturday i went for my driving test..and i was seriously tensed hey..i couldn't even relax..nor could i even get a good rest/sleep. My mum was all like just relax don't be nervous its nothing. She wished me good luck and off she went to work while i got ready.

Some days before saturday i cancelled a lesson due to group meetings and the driving instructor got mad..cuz she planned it in advanced for me and i cancelled wasting her time and money etc.

THEN...**BANG** i went for my test...and I PASSED!!! now all i have to do is do my 25 hour log book and take a perception test and i'll be on my P's. Sounds not far from getting my license right? WRONG!! if it took me that long just to get L's..wouldn't procrastination be in the way for log books? perhaps. lol. It wasnt a perfect pass i made like 3 little errors. D: lol

To celebrate we had dim sum yesterday. *thumbs up* YUMYUM.

Right now im just sitting in the library waiting til 6.30pm comes for a group meeting and it be a little cold.
-*maddyrin is stressin'*

05:55pm

:: May 3 2006 ::

AHHH uni is le craptastic i dislike it with a passion. no doubt about that. i have so much to do seriously..like all these assignments..i'm having a stress meltdown hey.

Let's see what i have:
** consumer behaviour test (today)
** REAL driving test on saturday
** economics individual assignment due in two weeks havent started
** economics tutorial homework gotta write some sort of essay and OH EM GEE i dont understand the whole concept but eh gotta do it
** group assignment for market communications presentation ..HOSNAP.
** group assignment for consumer behaviour..>_<
** the distribution of 50 questionnaires about people who go to the gym..it's another group assignment.

GONK GONK..seriously overload..yes i regret leaving them all close to due dates. but yeah time to focus..havent RO'd for some days now..
-*maddyrin is stressin'*

12:17pm

:: December 5 2006 ::

uh oh almost end of year again D:

anyways i play like RO and FlyFF right? and like sometimes i dont just kill and level all the way through playing..i socialize with guilds and friends too..and my mum comes by and she thinks i just socialise..to strangers..which i do but you see..she doesnt want me to talk to them o.O so no friends for me at all? bah anti-socialism ftw. shes still a bit bah even if they are girls but shes more *angry* if im talking to guys..yeah i bet when i get muchly older ill be alone D: she's says things to hold me back..which is lame..and im not the type to rebel against things theres no point..you just get in MORE trouble..and other asians be spreading shit about you D: boo

i'm a bit nervous for curtin..im just going there to give in my hecs form and offer letter BUT i dont even know where the room is..they gave me a map..and its not exactly "easy" sis says they'll be signs D:
-*maddyrin is procrastinating*

10:21pm

:: October 24 2006 ::

today is my birthday. woah it was fast..lol..thanks for all your good wishes friends xD some messages made me laugh/smile lmao.

my parents took me out to eat dinner..i just came home. started off with snow crab and noodles, boy it took me ages to eat..all part of the experience minusing the food getting cold. lol then had a bit of rice with tofu and this meat thing at the end we had fruit hoorah.

yesterday was my chinese birthday and my mum made two red eggs just for me and left a message on the table..lol nothing much

i flyffed today and took screenies..couldnt get one of the guild cuz some people were busy and what not but i took like two..LOL
-*maddyrin is procrastinating*

09:39pm

:: October 6 2006 ::

oh my now its october!! its flowing by soo fast..

right now i feel soo grumpy..like im chucking a hissy fit at everything..must be a signal that Aunt Flow is on her way? o.O

i have this problem..and its quite impossible so im tryna get rid of it..im hoping it goes away..okai it starts from flyff..and i like this dude..but i shouldnt..because its just not cool..and plus this time..its someone older not younger LOL..he hasnt signed in for some time..cuz hes busy with flying about and so forth..but i miss him..a bunch of pixels that i do..and another reason is cuz he has someone so yeah i cant like someone thats with someone..im not even making sense with all these rambles..i cant sleep..>_< hopefully hes forgotten..

another worrying issue is that..the people i like to talk to dont sign into flyff as much..and some people are like leaving for other games..but will one day come back..i don't know when that is..

im getting uber bored..and my eyes seem to be closing much earlier than usual..the pixels that i adore arent living up to its standard anymore..maybe its a phase..who knows..


-*maddyrin is procrastinating*

09:57pm

:: September 21 2006 ::

oh my!! theres like 8 days to go..make that a week to go before uni applications are due *freaks out* mum bought the TISC guide book and well i have NO idea what im gonna do..like marketing&advertising for Curtin isnt even in there..the website tells lies!! and and preferences omg..i need like another 5 preferences..like what am i gonna do peoples? *freaks out some more*

i should get my ass to bed..its an early start tomorrow like 9:30am..why do you ask? its for a driving lesson!! ewww..my second driving lessong..got my first driving lesson like two weeks back..it went on for 2 hours omg..so pricey too..for one hour its like ..i'm hoping it goes on for 1 hour..rawr i dont remember anything.. ack i'm getting all nervous about it... nyuuu~ T______T

wish me luck o.O


-*maddyrin is procrastinating*

10:58pm

:: September 14 2006 ::

i AM uber bored..flyff is under maintenance and im happy when i logged into Aibat cluster..because elom was on - woot!! i havent seen him on in yonks..ive missed soo much since the last time i was on there..cuz ive been playing on Mia cluster..and my that place is HARD to make monies..i've been thinking about annihilating tatty and remake her..so i'll need to get someone to transfer monies and stuff to other account..

mm Emi came over yesterday to give me RO and yes i began to play ..i still dont understand it all..its weird because there is NO n00blet zone and all monsters can be ks-ed though the rule says not to..i accidently ks-ed some one <_< gah..i dont think RO will last me..flyff will always be my number one *grinz*

yes my game rant there..omg i need a life..no outside world is nasteh..uhh i shall buy the TISC book to apply for uni oh my..the due date is closing in..faster and faster.. >_< emi's birthday is coming up so is sis's xD

-*maddyrin is bored*

02:41pm

:: September 8 2006 ::

so its september now...the start of spring..doesnt even feel like it though its been colder than winter for the pass two days *shivers*

today i got out of the house..can you believe it..well you should..i went with my mum and had mass grocery buying..it was insane..it keeps out pantry on stock so we dont run out..and the freezer well that place it cant breathe its totally packed..anyways..then we went to Carousel..went to a Newsagency to check out the TISC book for University..and must i say it was soo chunky and didnt look like it had a uni application form within it..so mums gonna take me to Uni to ask about it..gah the interaction of other people *shudder*

walking around was a pain..aunt flow visited today felt a bit gah..the tummy aches omg T___T just feel like sitting foreverrr..mm no ones been on flyff the pass two days i dont like playing alone..it gets a bit boring..and gaia well the love for that place is diminishing..
-*maddyrin is an addict*

11:29pm

:: August 4 2006 ::

So, i don't usually update my blog anymore but today is an exception maybe because something happened? lolz xD I went out with my mum and sister to Belmont Forum..and my there wasnt much so we headed off to Supre..came back with like three items..one top and two shorts..theyre like man shorts but meh i like them longer..I think I'm getting a bit body conscious..when i was changing, im soo skinny >_< like the mirror and all <_< anyways it was a bit weird like the shorts i tried on were already an "S size" and they were like baggy that u can pull them straight off..so i tried "XS" that was still not right..so i went for "3XS" and they fit good..snuggly but good..oh the bags are no longer plastic too!! go those polyester type things..

I'm not currently enrolled in any kind of course nor am i in University..I'm saving that up for next year..hopefully some time soon I'll get off my ass to look for a job..things are going at turtle speed and mum reminds me every few days about it..
-*maddyrin is an addict*

08:56pm

:: June 9 2006 ::

OMG i havent posted in like squillions of years!! yes that was pure exaggeration and apparently it said i havent been posting since april 19 2005 or something im like whathell..i swear it hasnt been THAT long..but anyhow..

TAFE: oh man its almost over..about two weeks left or maybe a week and thats the end..separate ways again..im gonna miss the tafe girls..and the commerce students..yes we have joint classes for accounting..its been awesome..and like well a lot of things are due like assignments :gonk: and tests :gonk: i had a test on wednesday and omg i missed out on 20 marks!! its out of fifty..and like omg..probably have to take a resit or something..i havent been doing quite as well as last semester..this semester ive slacked off heaps and i mean HEAPS!! i left everything last minute handing things in late just that theres no motivation there for me you know..studying has pushed me to no where..i have this group assignment presentation on thursday and its to an actual client..but daymnn **that** girl doesnt put in group effort..shes taking a free ride while everyones doing work liek ffs.. <__< ..the assignment im suppose to be working on right now is on hold but i shall definitely do it tomorrow with all the time i have..yes it was due today :sweat:

apparently tomorrow im going to a family friends house for lunch due to one of the grand child is having one of those little birthday type things..and daymnn imma be ALONE again..like gah!! alone with no one to talk to.. :pirate:

GAIAONLINE: ive been gaia-ing soo much that its affected my tafe work..and procrastination takes me over..x_X and i sign in because i gotta make the gold for fuzzies..yes i do so much for a bunch of pixels its depressing..tell me something i dont know..

i wanna watch over the hedge when tafe is over or something..who wants to watch that?? anyone >__< .. oh i had this weird phase when i was into that movie another was stick it..sounds soo ditzy like and weird.. "call me. stalk you." LOL okai nevermind.. <_< LOL
-*liL^kiTty iS gaH*

11:36pm

:: april 19 2006 ::

So, yesterday i went to Carousel with
Lingsta to watch "Ice Age II: The Meltdown" and it was cool xD..and like we spent more money on food than the movies hey..*nods* yes it was just me and Lingsta..you jealous?!! lols.. xD oh yeah Lingsta saw a guy wearing a tee with the "O RLY" owl on it..

I haven't been doing much laterly cept GAIA to the fullest!! man its quite depressing but seriously once you start making gold..its practically my life i gotta admit *cough* oh and its weird cuz when I saw Lingsta all we talked about was Gaia..and laugh our heads off about it.. LMAO..*nods*

And, today..i went to to the Licensing Centre to do my L's and wow i passed with flying colours..and it was weird cuz the "practice" test i did online like 10 times were the same questions given in the real test!! so yeah i got 26/30..i had like 30 mins to go..so i only took like 5 minutes..<_< oh yeah i didnt pass my EYE TEST..cuz man im short sighted to the shiz..so for some reason im quite excited to get my GLASSES!! :whee: yes really really bad eyesight..too much computer!!
Yes the affects of using gaia..you've practically memorised the short cuts for the emotes..LOL ahhhhh..going nutty~ i havent even started my group assignment!! :scream:
-*liL^kiTty iS :gonk:*

06:03pm

:: april 2 2006 ::

oh last night which was pretty late at about 1.35am my sis did my nails..she stuck some nice pretty flowers and painted it over with clear stuff..and the fumes gotta hate the fumes @_@ but yeah they look really nice *squee*

so my mum took me to the temple at Guildford..and i didnt stay long..let's just say like 5 seconds at the most..i was there because it was apparently "All Souls Day" and like my mum wanted to give a blessing with an inscence stick for her dad also known as my grandpa..so yeah we went in and man seriously i had NO IDEA what i was doing..and weird people were glaring..
after that we went to the city..like woah i havent been there for months i tell you, and gosh it was soo crowded >__< i dont like crowded and squishy places =___= we bought three items from Accessorize cuz it was having its last sale everything being 70% off..i bought a hat..hahah..it shall join my hat collection..and yes that lil store was soo crowded..so i stood back next to this stand..and then this girl comes along and goes "excuse me how much is..." and then i said " uhh..im not the assistant person.." thats happened quite a few times..gah >_< oh we went to woolies..to buy some cheese and bread..like finally~ hahaha..thats gonna be breakfast tomorrow..*nods*

tafey: i have a budgeting test on tuesday..its quite alot to remember which aint dandy..and that girl man shes gonna fail i mean in class she doesnt do it she copies the answer from the board and such like uhoh~ i have an internal customers test next week..two assignments to make a move on gah~ and then holidays whee..

i wanna watch ice age: the meltdown..apparently im planning to see Han soon-ish goshie havent seen him in like agesss <__< anyone else like to come? *looks around*
-*liL^kiTty iS bRoKen*

10:22pm

:: march 30 2006 ::

okai i justhad to log i should be doing my group ass but yeah everyones just checking their inbox and such..yes wasting sweet time..anyways..im quite angry..is it my fault again? cuz this is seriously lame..and im tired of this routine for the somethingsth time hey..i swear its like playing snakes and ladders..i was moving forward and now im back at one again..gah this is uncool..maybe we're just not meant to be friends..nooooo~

i think it all started on friendster..i wrote him a testimo that i didn't think it would be somehow "offensive" or something but like yeah i went to bed..and he sends me an sms saying "why are you doing this?" then i replied back saying: " what..im not doing anything..what am i doing thats bad issit a crime? =_= gah nvm..im not gonna talk to you anymore even if it kills me.." and that was the end..uhuh..soo lame and i hate it!!

now the routine starts off with a whole lotta anger and this anger is like "hate" though that word is wayy too strong. then it moves on to silent treatment..hopefully maple and gaia will make me happy!! gah!! why always like this one..sukijyanai yo!! and last stage will be feeling neutral..no special feelings or friendship will be there.. people ask me why i act like that or whatever..the reason being is to keep away asshats like him..gah..no one knows how i feel cept this dandy blog LAWL~ i should of kept my mouth shut..gotta dlt him off my msn and friendster..pfft..oh sooo lame!! <__<
-*liL^kiTty iS bRoKen*

09:53pm

:: march 24 2005 ::

woahh today was an interesting day i bumped into soo many people..well not a lot but it seems like lots!! when i got the the Thornlie traino..i saw Ben Lee (yes the skinny nerdy one that goes to UWA) and we chatted for a bit about what we're doing and such i mean Science Engineering beejeebus thats soo nerdy!! and so he left and then *poof* Stacey Crase came along..and we just talked about the same thing but her life is interesting..she works at a full time travel agency and works part-time at Metros Freo and she asked me about friends..and i said ohh i dont see my high school friends as much and she said the same cept she hangs out with the people you dont expect to hang out like..Ellise Smith and then..getting on the train (the second one) i see Abraham..man he's gone slightly chubbier..i dont really needa ask him cuz i think he works at a phone shop..and everyone asks me why i dont sit down..its cuz im one stop away and i dont feel the need to..*nods* the needy need it more than i..Cannington stop off..stood at my 34 bus stand and look who came!! Shariel!! man i havent seen her in ages we just chatted about tafey and uni..nothing much..then Chuan got on the same bus!! man i was like going down memory lane or something..and then yeah thats all the people i saw today well in the morning..

i've been missing fridays well not really my mum gave me a lift so i dont see Emi and i also use to see Jenny Yun..man she is bubbly as ever..strange..

at tafey it was group ass..and man this chick was like whinging over NOTHING!! we went to Southlands to spy on other hair salons (its a marketing analysis thing)we didnt really walk liek miles or anything and shes all like..my feet hurt =___= *pfft* *rolls eyes* then she complained it was hot at Maccas which it was but you know there are things to do about the hotness..shazzarino says she smells funny..never really sniffed her so i darno..and she kept complaining that she wanted to leave cuz we were all chatting about serious issues..and for group work she didnt do much she sat in the car just whinging <__< dude!!
brendan = meanie to the max dont wanna go into detail about it but i dont get it at all..he told Qii that i hurt him or something...i know its undandy to call back the person when they leave u so many missed calls..but things seemed strange..sometimes he'd be nice most of the other times its like being an asshat..and if i say one wrong thing mann he gets IFFY!! =___=
-*liL^kiTty iS bRoKen*

12:16am

:: march 11 2005 ::

Woah its been that time of moment again huh..i am sorry everyone for not updating!! lolz since
lingsta made a small statement about me not updating pitas blog..well here I am lingsta!! LOL

okai so anyways..imma be typing a “small” whinging rant corner..right at this moment I am fustrated and pissed off..<__< why do you say? Well I shall tell you.. and I know we’re sisters and all but seriously theres a certain stand where you do not push me to the limit of pissed-off-ness..OMG she goes to her bf house and doesn’t come home for like a week and man she does EVERYTHING for him and I do mean everything..and so she comes home today and she tells me to do all this crap that I didn’t wanna do..>__< like blotty hell I get soo angry cuz all I do at home **note: I am quite an indoorsy person aka a hermit maybe..** is come home from tafe have dinner and do ALL the dishes it’s the same thing everyday yeah..and jeebus this is like cinderella or something cept I have no reward for this crap..my parents sort of pity me but nothing much..**note: I am not seeking for attention okai >_>**so
emi answering your question from the train conversation..hrmm its very unlikely that id choose to go out because I’ll just get nagged at or whatever..so indeed she pisses me off and here is the place to vent out this anger..

with tafey..umm..i have this assignment that was like given to me from week one and now its like week six to be..and I still haven’t done it though I really really SHOULD because then im screwed if I don’t..man I should really stop netting..it has become an addiction..especially to gaia!! Omg..X___x…

one day soon imma be writing up my resume and look for a dandy job so I can save up for stuff <__< but yes we all know that I, Maddy is just a procrastinator..a BIG one actually
-*liL^kiTty iS bRoKen*

07:14pm

:: february 14 2005 ::

i just like to say (( HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!! )) dont really need a guy for valentines day!! i have lingsta, emi and sona for gaian valentines!! LOL!! hoorah for me..i got something today very unexpected but it made my day better LOL!! i got an sms from Alice (in c.i) how sweet..and no i wasnt expecting anyone..

so today at tafe i had budgeting..and its pretty easy a tad confusing since the numbers are mingled with the words and such you got to read a bit..ohhhh thers this girl in my class and she's embarassing..like literally!! i think we had that talk before where we discuss "do you wear anything or dress up for uni/tafe?"..so this girl right she wears the SAME one everyday every week every month!! she wears these purple-blue-ish sleeping pants and its like *i dont noe you* then she tells me how she bought all these clothes from msia BUT she still wears the same clothes..and omg her ass ISH big!! literally!! >.< and also at lunch we were sitting at the cafeteria and this random goes "can i sit with you guys?" and friend says yeah sure..so he sits and talks and talks and were like oh okai..yeah..and then i felt bad cuz we were all trying to get rid of him but he kept following..>_<

all ive been doing is gaiaing..im soo close getting my kiki kitty plushie item!! hoorah~..i couldnt put up the March eggs cuz it wouldnt let me for some reason .. <__< i should really get into the groove of doing my assignments..
-*liL^kiTty iS aLone thiS yeAr*

11:11pm

:: january 28 2005 ::

so i'd like to wish (( EVERYONE )) a happy chinese new year and hope you guys have a really really awesome doggy year!! ^^

(okai this was all at home so mum made everything) its chinese new year eve..so for lunch i just had roast duck and for dinner it was like a humungous feast though i didnt eat as much hey i only had a small bowl of rice..so what dishes were served up upon this special night..i shall tell you..first off it was Shark Fin Soup then the soup (it had pigs stomach and frilly stuff in it..it was spiffeh) umm that crunchy stuff issit called Barbeque Pork or Roast Pork..the one where the skin is all crunchy then a thin layer of fat then meat then a bit more fat then more meat..some vegetables..Prawn Tempuras..this Pork Hock thingo..and yes thats all..oh yeah and my cousin came over for dinner too he is soo weird..

Cousin was asking me to go Metros and i declined and parents were asking me to go to the Cas and i declined..well parents wanted me to go to bring luck for my daddy!! imma totem!! and yeah that was about it...
-*liL^kiTty wisHeS ya'LL a hApPy c.n.y*

10:09pm

:: january 19 2005 ::

thankies so much to you Emi for putting up a replacement template for me so i can update a new entry!! *making spelling errors like everywhere*

well its be a long while since my last update..but guess what day issit today!? yes you've guessed it today's the day that "Memoirs of a Geisha" is released in cinemas..i think imma watch it..it looks sooo spiffy..*^___^* i havent seen a movie for agessssss well the last one i saw was Narnia..and i've wasted my holidays away by being online..well i havent really chatted to anyone..just play MAPLE STORY!! like practically everyday and go on gaia every now and then..oh-em-gee..i live a sad life..yes ive been cooped up at home..nothing much really..and tafe is coming back~*argh*..gotta enrol soons..*panics*..oh yeah i still havent gotten Alice's tamagotchi yet..oh-em-gee the procrastination levels are higher than expected!!

Emi: lols yes i use to do that too..then i thought meh my msn is cluttered with weirdos hence randoms.. my list is girl contact dominated..LOL..wuu another kitty and are u gonna name it this time? i mean the other kitty u just call it *mew mew*..lols..
Sona: you mean MADwoman~ your not a man..yes rpg-ing and gaiaing..hrmm thats almost the same cept i do nothing at all..lols
lookies~*points* that egg thing hatched into a blue four legged bunnie eared animal!! hoorah..imma get another eggie..woot..
-*liL^kiTty iS a mApLe neRd*

03:13pm

:: december 29 2005 ::

so yesterday i went to watch Chronicles of Narnia: the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe with my sister and Jenny. Oh it was a chain reaction thing..like Jenny's friend 's churchy people booked out a theatre to watch the movie so yeah it was more of VIP people-ness. it's pretty good to know churchy people..anyways..i thought the movie was awesome~i'm soo into these childish movies..love it!! <3 oh we were a few mins late..but OMG~it was totally packed with asians..and since it was like pinch dark i tripped up on the stairs..oh and i have no idea why some people bought their babies with them i mean it was soo iterruptive..babies were crying..lil kids were making soo much noise..and then there was another theory of..its not like they're gonna sit still and watch and i dont think they KNOW whats happening..

back to the movie..i loike Peter..he was spiffy~ i didn't like Edmund *sorry
Hiyono* he was causing soo much trouble man~annoyed me a little bit..

i also want to watch Chicken Little, Fun With Dick and Jane and maybe also Just Like Heaven..

today i just cleaned and folded clothes for my mum..still gotta vacuum..the carpet~
-*liL^kiTty iS bOredS*

03:46pm